you probly wont see this for a long time....maby not owell.....
*plays in my head
** elizabeth
***KATE (it bites so i had to have 3 stars)
twich
5
14
15
17*
22*
30*
40
46*
48**
51
52**
54
63***
75**
86 (sad song) but good
89**
90*
94**
100*
103 104
139*
142* and ***
144
145** (listen to the way the tone is just somthing about it)
151** (just somthing i had to put in here) *no offence to anyone*
153*
162
165***
166***
175*
188
195***

Every one continues to ask me why
why did i cut my hair
why did i join the marines.
why do i date her.
why did i dump her.
why im i such an ass

people just dont dig deep enough...
they just are to shalow to get some things.
my answer lies in your question.
when you know what your asking
you will know my answer.

ok lets see
new playlist
20
51
59
82

60
and 59

they where my first them songs...
well
more 60 than anything....

it was who I was
everythng.gess i kindda moved on from that...
yet...
i still have a fondness for the song....

songs that i catch myself singing to

no rest
43
152
39
42
114
163
185
17
20
twichits
4
51
75
100
103
142
145
153
about a man
well il save that for later
7
10
22

143
lost?
Something I wonder about every day.
Iam I lost?
Yet Im still here.
Still around.
Still torn.
Yet still happy with some things.
Some say you cant find things that cant be found till your lost.
If Im lost what Im I looking for.
OR what Im I suposed to find?
Or is it there in fount of me and i just dont see it.
And yet I still fly with my broken wings.

Torn

A story Of a person.
Torn betwine himself and himself.
Torn betwine the thoughts in his head.
The pain of being a torn person.
Unbarible.
The pain of being one.
Uncontrolable.
The pain of being me.
Just somthing I live with.
Something every one thinks they know about.
They have no clue about me.
Only 2 people know me.
Only 2 people know beacuse they know what its like.
The monster on the inside.
Craling benith the skin.
Waiting to get out.
Wanting to get out.
MY personal demon.
MY scars.
MY life.
Torn